Always, Sufjan.
Sufjan Ashe.Paint me a heaven of love with your bloodied mouth.
I was not made for mercy, only for the gospel of your wounds and the ache they bloom in me.
What is desire but a hunger with a name? A kiss is only a bite wearing silk—both bleed, both bury, both can kill.
There is dirt that stretches from the cosmos above, and close-mouthed, and fierce, and angel keeps his promises. And like a snowdog who was born out in winter, I fell into glee—a tiny thought to adore you. It’s what my mother used to say I would do: Melt like snowfall, even stepping on your cold-blooded bones. It’s winter and you ask me muscles like glass soaking, “Will you kiss me even with blood on my lips?” Without a thought—I believe. In God. In you. In this outlandish largesse of holy we have called out of our mouths. And then he speaks quietly as breathing: “I will kiss you even if I unmake you.”
Her heart was beating in my head. No wonder I was trembling.
I wanted you, lupine and weak, in the way hunger can be sure but decided first, as it always does.
| Name | Sufjan Ashe |
|---|---|
| Pronouns | He/Him |
| Age | 21+ |
| MBTI & Enneagram | INTJ, 5w6 |
| Signs | Scorpio sun, Libra moon |
| Role preference | Dominant lean |
| Languanges | Bahasa Indoneeia, English |
| Love languages | Acts of Service & Words of Affirmations |
| Main muses | ENHYPEN Park Sunghoon, SEVENTEEN Jeon Wonwoo, ZEROBASEONE Kim Jiwoong |
| Side muses | ENHYPEN Lee Heeseung, Park Jongseong, RIIZE Jung Sungchan. |
Film and series He enjoys all genres, but he gravitates most toward thrillers. His top four films on Letterboxd include The Silence of the Lambs, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Parasite, and The Godfather.Music Hope Sandoval & The Warm Inventions, Mazzy Star, Mojave 3, Cocteau Twins, Ethel Cain, Sal Priadi, HINDIA, .Feast, Fiona Apple, Frank Ocean, Adrianne Lenker, Chrisye, etc.
Your blood whispers my name, I live in your bones & the delicate coils of your mind.
